"Sabi ko ayoko pero natukso ako and we had **x." Matapos Mahuli At Patawain Dahil Nahuli Sa Kwarto Na May Ibang Lalake, Boyfriend Hindi Akalain Na Ganito Ang Gagawin Sa Kanya Ng Girlfriend Niya.

"Sabi ko ayoko pero natukso ako and we had **x." Matapos Mahuli At Patawain Dahil Nahuli Sa Kwarto Na May Ibang Lalake, Boyfriend Hindi Akalain Na Ganito Ang Gagawin Sa Kanya Ng Girlfriend Niya.

Party girl +  Good boy? Perfect couple nga ba? O malabo na ang isang party girl ay tumino dahil lang sa isang relasyon? Ganito ang kwento ng isang netizen matapos iconfess ang kanyang kwento kung paano niya sinayang ang isa sanang maayos na relasyon. Kung paano may isang lalake na seseryoso sa kaniya kahit mismong sa sarili niya alam niya na sa mga ginagawa niya ay hindi siya kaseryo-seryoso. Basahin ang confession ni Ally at ang kanyang TOTGA na si Tony.

My Greatest Regret

Summer 2016, I met this guy sa Tinder. Btw, I'm 23 and already working na. I'm Allison, party girl. Kapag nagyaya friends ng Valk or Vapor, g agad. Inom dito inom doon. Tambay sa dorm ng friends and hangout with some guys for short, ako yung girl na pariwara kasi ang baba din ng grades ko hahahaha. Naka-match ko si guy, itago na lang natin siya sa pangalang "Tony", and he's 18 years old na nung nagmatch kami medyo nerdy pero cute naman, from LPU Cavite studying Architecture. Hindi ko na matandaan kung bakit ako nag-swipe right but one thing's for sure, he's really not my type and ang bata pa. I'm into guys na gwapo, ma-porma, may dating and cool and as my friends say, mga fuckboy daw and Tony is not like that. So I still talked to him out of courtesy na lang kasi baka sabihin snobber ako, na nag-match pero hindi naman makikipagusap. Hiningi niya Facebook ko and then doon na kami nagusap. I saw more of his pictures and medyo dark siya, simple lang magdamit, and hindi ganun kalakas yung dating niya.

Tony: Ano mga hobbies and interests mo?

Me: Wala masyado. Gala lang with friends. Ikaw?

Tony: Ohh ganun ba. I'm into songwriting and film making. i enjoy watching films and series hehehe.

Nagulat ako na ganun pala yung interests niya and I felt bad kasi I judged his looks without even really knowing him. Dumating sa point na niyaya niya ako lumabas and it was our first time to meet in person. At first ayoko talaga kasi medyo off pa din siya sa akin pero I agreed to meet him kasi gusto ko na din lumabas non kating kati na ako gumala. Nanood kami nun ng Batman vs Superman kasi wala kami masyadong choice nun and he liked DC daw more than Marvel. 

Dun sa cinemas nung nasa kalagitnaan ng film, I held his hand hahaha hindi ko din alam ginagawa ko non because it's just the malandi in me. Sumandal ako sa balikat niya and he looked at me. HE FREAKING LOOKED AT ME. Ewan ko ba pero kinilig talaga ako nung time na yun. After a few minutes, I touched his d*ck. Matigas na pero inalis niya yung kamay ko and sabi niya "Shh. Nood lang tayo." Natapos yung movie and he can't stop talking about it hahaha i find it cute na ganun yung reaction niya sa movie. Ang ganda daw and yung lumabas daw si Wonder Woman dun sa fight scene ang badass daw. After nun nagyaya pa siya kumain pero sabi ko ayoko kasi gusto ko na umuwi. 

He offered na ihahatid na niya ako kasi may dala siyang car nun. Pagdating sa dorm, pinapasok ko muna siya, offered him snacks and inumin. Nagkwentuhan lang kami saglit habang nakaupo and after a few moments, I kissed him on his lips. Medyo shooktnd siya kasi sabi niya "First kiss ko 'yun" and nabanggit niya din na wala pa siyang naging girlfriend before and walang s*xperience. I sat on top of him, unbuttoned his polo and kissed him more pero pinigil niya ako and sabi niya "Ally, gusto kita ligawan. 'Wag muna sana tayo magganto." Nagulat ako. 

As in gulat na gulat kasi first time din na sinabihan ako ng lalaki ng ganun kasi before with my exes, laging landian yung simula pero this time, putangina, liligawan niya daw ako. I agreed na manligaw siya pero habang nanliligaw siya, I still flirt with other guys but I like having Tony around kasi kapag kailangan ko siya andiyan siya. I know it's wrong but keep reading.

So after ng 3 months ng panliligaw, sinagot ko siya. Sinagot ko siya kasi I want to keep him already and ayoko na siya mawala. I told my friends about it and nagulat sila na bakit hindi ko daw kinukwento na may nakilala pala ako and may nanliligaw nga. Paano na daw si Brion, si Michael hahaha and other guys and inasar pa nila ako na ipakilala ko daw si Tony and so I did. Sinama ko si Tony dun sa outing namin with my girl friends and pinakilala ko siya as my boyfriend. nagulat sila kasi Tony is not like my exes daw. Ano daw nangyari sa akin hahahaha pero so far, nagustuhan naman ng friends ko si Tony kasi funny, smart and mabait daw hahaha. So nagpunta kami ni Tony sa room namin kasi matutulog na kami. 

Pagpasok namin ng room, umupo siya sa bed to fix his things and I removed my one piece bikini in front of him. I believe it's time hahahaha. I pushed him against the bed and I sat on top of him and kissed him hard. it's been months since I last had s*x ehh kaya sobrang aggressive ko nun. Sabi ni Tony bigla "Gusto mo mag-shower? Amoy chlorine tayo." And so binuhat niya ako papuntang bathroom and foreplay muna. I kissed his neck down to his chest and I sucked his dick. Nakikita ko yung facial expressions niya and i can see na nageenjoy siya. After shower, nagpunta na kami sa bed and I sucked him more. After nun, may kinuha siya sa bag, yung brown paper bag tapos may condom and lube pala siyang binili. Medyo natawa ako kasi prepared siya.

Me: Inexpect mo ba? Bumili ka pa ha.

Tony: Binigay lang ng kaibigan ko. in case daw hahaha.

I rode him hard. He fucked me hard. It lasted for about an hour and after the sex tinanong ko siya kung kamusta siya. Sabi niya "puta, surreal" and medyo natawa siya.

Tumagal kami ng ilang buwan pa. The sex was great. He was awesome in so many ways and sobrang lucky ko sa kanya UNTIL I cheated. Yes. I cheated. No matter how sweet and kind he is, I cheated. I guess it's my frailty as a woman. Na nag-give in ako nung nagpunta yung ex ko sa dorm ko and nagsabi na gusto niya makipagbalikan. Sabi ko ayoko pero natukso ako and we had s*x. I was enjoying it until Tony opened the door and I panicked. I pushed my ex away and nakita ko yung shock and frustration sa mukha ni Tony. Nahuli niya kami. Wala nang nasabi si Tony because his face and his tears said it all. Pinaalis nya yung ex ko sa dorm ko by saying "Girlfriend ko si Ally so please get the fuck out of here." Nasuntok pa si Tony nung ex ko pero sabi ko tama na and umalis na siya.

Tony: Ally, are you okay? did he rape you? Because if he did, we can sue him. I'll help you tell your parents.

Me: Babe no. I'm sorry.

Tony: So sino yun? Boyfriend mo ba?

Me: No. He's my ex now. I'm sorry babe hindi ko naman sinasadya. I love you. Please don't leave.

There was silence because he can't process daw kung ano yung nangyari and sinabi niya na uuwi na lang daw siya. Hinila ko siya and I begged him to stay and magusap kami and sana mapatawad niya ako. Out of anger, he flipped the table and sumigaw. Ngayon ko lang siya nakita nagalit ng ganito. Sa 5 months namin, never ko siya nakitang nagalit ng sobra. I ruined him. I destroyed him. 

After nun, umalis na siya. 2 weeks hindi niya ako kinakausap. Iniignore niya text messages, calls and chats ko sa kanya. Pero after nun, nagpunta siya sa dorm and hugged me. Wala siyang sinabi, niyakap niya lang ako and dinala ako sa bed. Magkayakap lang kami and nririnig ko na umiiyak siya. Ganun lang kami hanggang dumating yung gabi. Paggising ko, wala siya sa tabi ko. Nasa kitchen siya, cooking food for us. Nagluto siya nung tuna pesto na favorite ko and sinerve niya sa akin.

Me: Babe. I'm sorry. sana patawarin mo na ako.

Tony: Ally, kalimutan mo na yun. What matters most is, I love you. Enough na yun to not leave.

Nagulat ako na nagawa pa din niya ako patawarin sa nagawa ko. Yung iba siguro baka hiwalayan na ako pero siya, nagstay pa din despite my mistakes. After eating, we kissed and nag-make out kami sa couch to make up for the past and eventually, naging okay na kami ulit.

Nagbreak kami nitong May 2017 lang. I went to Valk with my friends and sobrang nalasing ako. Niyaya ko si Tony but he refused kasi may plate daw siya. I met this guy na from another table and had s*x with him sa place niya. I didn't know what I was doing nun kasi sobrang lasing na ako. 

After the s*x, we went back to Valk kasi andun pa yung friends namin and we became boyfriend and girlfriend for a night. i remembered calling Tony an "asshole" and a "pussy" for not coming with me and nagme-make out kami nung guy sa harap ng friends namin. After a couple of minutes, hinila ako ng bestfriend ko and she told me "Nakakadisappoint ka. May sumeseryoso sayo pero ginagago mo lang" Nasampal ko pa sya nun and sobrang galit pa ako. 

The next morning, Tony came to my house and he showed me this video of me calling him an asshole and a pussy before making out with a random guy. Sabi ni Tony: "Ally, you know I love you. Pwede mo naman sabihin sa akin kung ayaw mo na sa akin and you want these kind of guys and this kind of lifestyle. I'm not stopping you from clubbing and hindi naman ako strict and paranoid kasi malaki tiwala ko sa'yo pero Ally, grabe kasi." Umiyak na naman siya non hanggang sinabi na niya na "I'm sorry, Ally, tama na. Break na tayo."

I was hurt too and sobrang regret ko nun kasi sinayang ko yung taong totoong nagmahal sa akin and talagang sineryoso ako. Hangang ngayon, ilang buwan na, all I do is take a look at our pictures and reread the love letters he gave me. I miss that guy. That sweet guy. Yung good boy ko na despite my flaws, minahal pa din ako. i never saw him again and hindi na niya ako kinakausap kahit nagmamakaawa na ako. I guess goobye na talaga.

Diana Prince

College of Liberal Arts and Communication 

(CLAC) 2013

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